It hurts like hell to love someone who doesn’t love you back. You feel so alone, empty, unwanted, undesired, unappreciated. Why can’t my feelings be reciprocated? Why me, every time? It’s a crushing pain, so deep and to the core of my heart. I just want what I give out. I want a man that loves me back, almost more than I love him. So I know I’ll always be loved. I want to feel in love too, the whole package. I want the butterflies and the rush that you feel when you think of the person you love. I miss that. I hate feeling so empty, as if there’s a void in my heart. I don’t want fake love. Someone pretending or only wanting to love me but not actually loving me. I don’t want to go through the motions. I want true agape, unconditional, forever love. I am deserving of it.
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